Again, the same old routine of school. It is comforting to have a fixed timetable, because everyone has a small need to abide by a time. Knowing what is coming next, unlike during the holidays where clock handles would tick away furiously and at times seem to slow to a halt.

I like school because of studying, but I also like going there because there is a sense of comfort knowing what you are going to do, and that timetables are rarely changed (but sometimes, that can be a good, especially when Mathematics is next!).

Today I wrote in my black book. I wrote the lyrics of American Pie. It is a beautiful song about America's history sung with symbols that mean nothing and everything! That is hard to understand, but easy to feel. I drew stuff like the twin towers before it was bombed and a guitar with a crown that represented Elvis Presley. I do not know why I did, but, I did.

It is very shiny due to the silver pen.

Did you write the book of love..?

I also have a tissue.. Which just got teared, with the first verses of many songs on them, my sister calls it a meaningful tissue. I guess it is meaningful. It has many meaningful songs on it!

Meaningful (?) tissue.

Averyn, Wan Shan and Vanessa from my class stopped by for a project. We didn't do much at all, I do know I cannot stand being near people when the time doesn't call for it; when I am at home. Don't like people in my room, don't like people in my house, not for extended periods of time though.Didn't do much of the project at all, maybe somewhere else next time. Where there are no distractions; not my house. Wan Shan is very good at Geo Challenge (Facebook), Ms Shekhu, our Geography teacher who is attending a course will be very, very proud. Yes she will.

I have a lot of homework to do. I really wonder what is there to look forward to. Goals do not seem very appealing anymore. Wasting my life doesn't seem too dangerous anymore.

Hm. I guess I will finish up the homework and turn in early.

I wish I was this bird.

Found him by the mosque. He was gone for a few minutes when he found him. Blood is fresh, no flies, feathers still smoothened and preened. He look like he was mistooken for a crow and killed. His body was not cleared as there are no rewards for the culled corpses of any other animal but crows. He was shot in the head. Didn't seem like a good way to go, mistaken for something you are not.

-RCKN